I haven’t said anything to anyone but my husband and a couple of good friends, but I totally lost my shit last week.
And when I say I lost my shit, I mean like FUCKING FREAKED OUT. Thank goodness for my neighbor Page who sat with me while I couldn’t stop crying, and thank god for my friend Heather who recommended me to an amazing psychiatrist. I went to him twice last week and back again in two days, and I think he will really be the first person to figure out exactly what is going on with me.
Which will be good.
And I have to take a tiny bit of pleasure in the fact that during our first session he told me I was “a bit of a mystery”.
I will probably go into more detail later about what happens when my depression gets really bad and my brain and body just can’t handle it anymore. But for now we will skip it. Because I want to show you our latest Rap Moms video, which is so much fun and I’m really proud of.
I wish there was a way I could contact Dr. Dre and tell him how much I love him. He is sort of saving my life this winter.
Thanks for watching, and you can find our YouTube channel pretty easily – it’s called “Rap Moms” and we now have four or five videos for your viewing pleasure. Props out there to all my homies.